Do not read about Zen. Do not ask about Zen. Do not look for any discourses on Zen. Do not try and learn Zen.
Just read the Zen masters. Read the Zen Stories. Read the Zen haiku. See Zen paintings. Try Zen meditation.
And BE Zen.
It will not come easy. Not to us with our continual expectations of tangible value in each and every moment of our lives. Enjoying the moon through the leaves in the forest is totally not about the state of the camping ground, the condition of the road to the site and other value-based expectations.
The moon, is. You are, also. Zen will help you to re-learn this fact.